♥ Saturday, November 3, 2007
Today ... Lessons in the morning. Chemistry did experiment with Xinru. And suddenly Mrs Tan asked all of us to evacuate cos Billy broke a thermometer. She told us that it is very dangerous as mercury evaporate and all of us might just get mercury poisoning. So we all must be evacuated. After everything was cleared, continued doing the experiment. A Math lessons was boring. After recess had English. This is the best English lessons loh. Ms Heng didn't even teach at all. Instead, she taught us how to fold paper plane. A very good paper plane. And my class go crazy and started throwing the planes around. Our fun ended when Ms Tiong came. Ms Tiong was like, 'faster pick up all the papers on the floor!' So we quickly settled down. After Ms Tiong left, we had E Math test. I sure fail. I did my first question wrongly. And I left 2 questions BLANK! I think total I lost more than 20 marks. This shall be my very FIRST TIME FAILING E MATH. Forget it, it's over. That's nothing I could do. I am feeling helpless. After that went for Shanghai program. Had a fun time. A mini choir instead. We sang songs. It will be part of our performance in Shanghai. Singing 天使, 关还方式, 童话 and 细水长流. But still not confirm yet. All the songs all very nice. Except the last song. Is too china Chinese liao. Don't like. But still we have to sing. Then went to the com lab to learn more things about Shanghai. After that do some reflections on our previous trip to tea chapter. Did a super fun activity too. Is called the ‘鸡同鸭讲’ --- 你知道多少?Cos in Singapore and Shanghai, the Chinese is very different. We are given the Shanghai Chinese and we are supposed to guess and translate the words in Singapore Chinese. Damn funny la. I mean the Shanghai Chinese la. I bet I will have a hard time communicating with the people in Shanghai. Then accompany Wen Hao. Then some things happened la ...
And yes! I am VERY VERY HAPPY now cos I got back my phone. Oh my ... By typing that previous sentence, I found out that my nose is getting longer. I know I can lied to the whole world. But I definitely cannot lied to myself. Deep down in my heart, I know how am I feeling now. I am feeling so damn downcast. Maybe becos I know the fact that I have deeply disappointed and hurt someone. Someone who I took for granted, someone who don't deserve all these, someone who ... ... I really cannot continue anymore. *Crying*
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to doI am stopping here. Nitex people.
That GIRL blogged @ 3:18 AM